I wanted to serve it to them personally if you know what I mean.
Over the years though, I have learned that if negative energy/emotions like revenge or hate is what is driving you, then when that energy is expended you will be left without focus or drive. Thank God in my case, passion for what I do is what keeps me going. There was a time though when my reasons for wanting to succeed was not 100% passion.
Today as I move forward I can truly say that I am done with that. That period of my life is over. I search my heart and there is no trace of malice or pain against anyone. And not because I have Not experienced pain, hurt and disappointment. It is exactly BECAUSE I have had such experiences that I am not bitter. I choose to do this for me. To concentrate on anything else is not only distracting but it is giving my power to someone or something else. I can't have that. When I have to hustle and grind it out, though I do have people that love and support me, ultimately it is my faith in God that truly sustains me. I have proven over the years that people come and go but God will Never leave me or forsake me....I think I am gonna keep rollin with that...